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will you stay?If… if you know who I am
Will you stay?
Will you still laugh and smile
And cry those honest tears
Will you still be you
When you’re with me?
Or will you fade away
Like the rest?
I… I’m used to hiding
I’m… I’m okay with it
But…
Are you?
When you ask those questions
Do you really want to know
And, if you do…
Will you be able to accept it all?
I… I love you
I hope you will at least stay ‘cause
I need you
More than you need me
Even though I don’t show it much
Cause like I said
I hide
This is only a glimpse
Of me
The vulnerable part
The confession
Are you… willing

I Love YouFour years ago today
Was the first time those three words
Passed from your lips,
Hovering in the air,
Between telephone lines,
On patient but anxious heartbeats,
Waiting for my answer.
Why was I so afraid?
I had a feeling it was meant to be,
But perhaps I just wanted to be sure.
It didn't take long for me to know;
Sign after sign lit the path
As you guided me by hand.
We should be sitting together now.
For seemingly the millionth time, I should be saying,
With a hint of sheepish laughter,
"Remember the first time you said 'I love you?'
Remember how scared I was?
Were you scared?"
You should be wrapping your arm around me,
Saying, like you alw

Gonna have to wake up eventually...Well ain't this just interesting,
my dream of black was gone,
replaced by just a fantasy,
a story to never go on.

We moved down just past the wooden beams,
as she followed my sweet love,
the young ones they looked at us,
while we walk in each others arms.

We run just past the corner,
stare in each others eyes,
a kiss is woven,
love reawoken, oh joyous sparks.

She pulls away quite quickly,
as i look to my right,
a friend of mine approaching,
good thing it's dark in light.

He didn't see a thing,
but both of us in blush,
we walk out quite lovingly,
he's confused; we couldn't help but laugh.

She says that now she knows,
just how much i love,

Forever True?This will break
Our relationship or make
Our relationship; so
Let me see how this goes

I am a girl
You are too
I am lesbian
Be mine forever true?

His Forbidden FruitWaiting and waiting
For me to be yours.
Opportunity comes yet again,
But you let it slip away.
"Why can't I just tell her?"
You ponder.
"Would she even be mine?"

Filling the void within.
Using other women
To try and satisfy you.
Nothing seems to work.
The only face you see is mine.
A desire so strong
And it must be yours.

A forbidden fruit.
Never has something so sweet
Been upon your lips
The one thing you want,
But cannot have.
The burning in your very soul
That aches for me.

But you have lost me yet again
And wonder why you didn't speak
When you had the chance.
Opportunity is still here
Wondering if you will speak.
But speak now because

BoyI love you, you know it more than I do,
I want a window across the road from yours,
I want your soul surrendered,
Your scent - lavender,

Innocence gleaming and bouncing off your skin,
Pondering over a lost fin,
Your helpless smile,
Withered while,

They tell me things I don't need to know,
They try to break your and my flow,
Shallow on Mondays,
our souls turn blue,
charcoal black - your eyes' hue,
I love you, you know it more than I do.

In Anticipation OfI close my eyes

and I pucker my lips

And I inhale

In moments my mouth is covered,

stale.

I hold it open slightly and wait.

And when the first bit of saliva

hits my taste buds

and flavor is born anew into my world..

That’s what I imagine your tongue would taste like.

I gaze at you somewhat calmly I gaze at you somewhat calmly
Watching you leave through that door
I turned away not even looking back
And I know that you must hate me now

Girl? It was for the best
You deserve someone who won’t hurt you
I can’t guarantee your happiness
I’m sorry…

That night
When I held you in my arms
When you whispered the words of love
You have no idea how torn I was inside

And now
You never will
Because neither you nor I
Shall open that door again

I am sorry…
I loved you
It was my mistake
I won’t do it again

Sun Childyou're at a party, another one.
having fun.
i'm glad you have fun.
you smile just like the sun.

it makes me feel
alive.
but one thing.
promise me
that this this real
and not a lie.

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it probably shows.
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lost, because...I broke his heart many times,
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Now he doesn't even know...
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by ~melovesnowflake, May 18, 2009, 8:24:01 PM
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Other romance,
is what I chose.
Because I no longer know what else to call this anymore.
How many times?

Will I let you in,
have you break my heart...
over and over,
again.

I love you,
but cannot forgive.
I would love to believe,
but it's too late this time.

You could never be with me,
just me.
There's always something else...
someone else?

No more,
this pain has taken over for too long.
The whole time we should of been happy,
each time another a piece of my heart you had been collecting.

Congrads my love,
you have it all.
Now as tears fall,
I know you are in another world...

Without me,
all I do...think of a world where our love is enough,
that I am enough...
for you.

How many times?
I know this time...
The next time we speak, and this time I mean it,
there will be no more left.

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Broken strings, that song before we broke up when we broke up got back together again and now when the real ending is coming is still in my head. i feel every word in it said...i wish it was just a song i liked, but the truth about us is what i hear each time...

~4biddendonut May 21, 2009 Hobbyist General Artist

Very touching mel

~melovesnowflake May 21, 2009

hey thank you...it hurts so much, i have this sick feeling in my stomach tonight too.

~4biddendonut May 21, 2009 Hobbyist General Artist

I have had that feeling in my stomach for months now. It sucks

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